recollection

Is it only me or does incense trigger some kind of sense memory in everyone?

rule of thumb

It's simple enough. When you don't like something change it.

smoke screen theory

Bigger then life personalities are often just smudgy, haphazardly draw contours of people not people themselves. Which makes a world of a difference.

wahrscheinlich arbeit macht einen frei

Moja Babcia oglądając hamerykańskie filmy o skomplikowanych rozterkach duchowych bohaterów, zwykła była mawiać coś w deseń : "Zabraliby się do roboty to by im przeszło".

Dziś bardziej niż dawniej nawet stwierdzam że miała rację.

quote interrupted

Had a chair in my head, but I bought it, so now it's real and I'm gonna sit in it.

wrap up

Get hands on, get real.

(chocolate) delivery

"There is nothing better than a friend, unless it is a friend with chocolate."
Charles Dickens

I knew the quote just never knew it was from Dickens before. Then again it's not surprising- great writers should be great one-liner deliverers just as well.

serenity is such a good place to start

'Grant me the serenity

To accept the things I cannot change;

Courage to change the things I can;

And wisdom to know the difference.'

                                        from Serenity Prayer

the art of war- the office edition

I love the interoffice heartfelt politeness where sentences like 'Are you well? You must have not slept well judging by bags under your eyes.' translate clearly into 'I just looove telling you you look like crap'.

z cyklu: muszę zgłosić do tego copyrighty

nastolęctwo- jako moja własna kontaminacja (portmanteau) mojego własnego pojęcia pt 'nastoletnie cielęctwo', którego doprawdy tłumaczyć nie trzeba raczej...

broody=emo => breemo?

Also: men brooding by default are so high-school kind of attractive. As in: so lame. As in: so Twilight.

sucker punch scope

In a way I'm a total sucker for all kinds of horoscopes. Not that I believe in a tall, dark, brooding and handsome, that should mysteriously stumble my way from some outlandish plane of existance (although I suppose I wouldn't exactly mind that either), but the bits themselves? They're a bit like obituaries, pointing out things about yourself you didn't even know or ever think about. And you get to read them while still alive which- as the world has me believe- is a plus.

way to go

I kinda realized that I'm on my most productive whenever it demands absolutely no effort from me. Which may not be 'the-best-possible-way-evah' for doing things. Go figure that.

nature of the green monster

"Jealousy is all the fun you think they had."
Erica Jong

SO true!

happy go lucky

When I'm in a happy drunk phase- that happens upon me at times-  I can be really charming, captivating even-bordering on irresistible. Now, where is that person exactly all the rest of the time? I want her with me together forever, baby.

suspected conjunctivitis& post-concert tiredness in a spring roll

My eyes today are bloody slits threatening to reveal  my intestines to the world.Don't  think the world is ready for that though, so I'm keeping it all bottled up then. Same old, same old.

fearlessly

"There is only one you for all time. Fearlessly be yourself." 
Anthony Rapp.


Yes, the Anthony Rapp people :)

mind-alone

I am alone here in my own mind.
There is no map and there is no road.
It is one of a kind just as yours is.
Anne Sexton

needs

‎"The heart lies to itself because it must."
Jack Gilbert

fb day ban

I was really glad  when I  turned fb off for a day. I proved to myself that I can procrastinate very well without it. 

anything& everything

I can do anything I want to I just have to know what I want

gut feeling

“Gut feeling” is not just a euphemism. Tension in the abdomen speaks volumes about how you truly feel about something, beyond all arguments and rationales. 

talking shit out induces revelations

The way you react to people allows you to shape yourself, even if the people aren't there
at all. The conversations I'm having with them in my head are often very educational.

the flow

I like the beginnings. Beginnings are nice. It is the middles and the endings that I find problematic.

beginning at random

Thoughts for today:

'I need to make myself into more than a passing shadow. How do I do that, that remains the question.'

'Life isn't about toys. It isn't, right?'